H.A.T.I

There's this one girl. Since little, she was surrounded by many people. She had everything best out of everyone. With all the people surrounding her, she thought she was blessed. But, she was wrong.



The more she grew up, she realised that even with thousands of human beings surrounding her, she was actually alone. Little by little, her friends were starting to fade away. She thought without her presence,her friends wouldn't be as happy as they are now. Again, she was wrong.



She seems to fit in with every clique at school. She has friends from all walks of life; the populars, brainiacs, nerds, bad guys and many more. She doesn't have troubles making friends. But, she never felt belonged. Even if she did, it was her thoughts after all.



She couldn't be belonged to any gang coz' they never knew who she was. In fact, she never knew who she really was. She has never opened up to anyone. She has never shared her feelings. She has never managed to potray it well too. For years, she kept changing her ambitions. She never knew what suited her. She even wondered why she was different from all of her siblings.



And so, at the age of 15 she began a journey in finding herself. During that period, she had always been confused. She used fantasies as a gate for her to escape reality. That's why she loves to dream, A LOT. But soon, she accidentally found a place to feel belonged but she even then she didn't knew she bumped into a paradise of best friends. It's H.A.T.I.



Even when she had found a piece of her puzzle, she didn't even appreciate it. Not until she earned the truth about herself. Her destination? She hasn't reached there yet. But at least now she knows where she is heading. No more hesistation, no more confusion, just her. She discovered a part of her which she thought didn't exist. And only after that she began to unravels of all the people around her. She knew that sometimes she had to meet the wrong people to find the right ones.



That little girl has now grow up. She has already identify who she is and what her goals are in her life. Though, she is still struggling in her journey of her purpose in this life. Experience has changed her and her new friends had helped her to discover herself and made her realise that her besties are her loyal companions. She haven't completed her journey yet as the roads lay ahead are still far away. But now she is a better person, with purpose in life and many more things to be grateful for.


T.A

Fate

Out of all the things, it's funny to say that fate has brought us here.

If I didn't got bad results in Form 2, I wouldn't meet any of 1C family. If I didn't fell back one step when I was in Form 2, I wouldn't work hard. If I didn't work hard, I won't be studying. If I weren't studying, I won't score in SPM. If I didn't score SPM, I wouldn't have been called to TESL's interview. If I didn't go for the Interview, I wouldn't be a Teslian. If I were not a Teslian, I wouldn't have gotten to know 1C Family. If I haven't gotten to know 1C Family, I wouldn't be separated from them in 2nd sem. If we weren't separated, I wouldn't be like this. I might have screwed up.

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If I didn't met Arunak, I wouldn't know myself. If I had not known Arunak, I wouldn't find anyone to mengeji with. If I wasn't befriends with Arunak, I wouldn't have been this close to Vambie. If I didn't got to know Arunak, I wouldn't be more of appreciative of my family. If not for Arunak, I wouldn't have learn words like 'Motif, --kah, Keji, Puaka and byk lg..'.

If I didn't met Vambie, I wouldn't know there's another Anak JPJ with the same age as I am. If I had not known Vambie I wouldn't have any target to mess with. If I wasn't befriends with Vambie, I would have still be traumatised by XOXO. If I didn't get to know Vambie, I wouldn't be more of appreciative of my best friends. If not for Vambie, I wouldn't have opened up my heart to anyone.

If I didn't met IZIS, I wouldn't have taken so many pictures. If I had not known IZIS, I wouldn't have met and known a REALLY cool family. If I wasn't befriends with IZIS, I wouldn't be this hardworking(better r dari dulu.haha). If I didnt get to know IZIS, I wouldn't learn how to stand up for myself. If not for IZIS, I wouldn't learn how to be more fierce or in other word, KEJI. -haha

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See? If it was not of our own 'history', we wouldn't have met each other. If we had not met each other, who knows what might have happened? Which group in this world or university we would belong to? None, I think.

This is what I call fate.